and you know what?

i did miss you.
i hid this fact from most people, including myself, for way to long.
in fact, now that we are talking, i couldn't be more happy.
These last few years apart have allowed us to grow up and discover ourselves, is it to soon to re-discover "us"?

i cant wait to hold you, kiss you on the forehead, and tell you, "you were the most beautiful part of my life for an amazing 11 months, and i am hoping that maybe we can try this again." (if this is okay with you)

you hurt me yes, but i have forgiven you many times over for all of it.
I am ready to take all of this on again...hopefully things end for the better this time. Hopefully things never end.

lets see what happens!