what makes me feel.......

sometimes it's really hard to tell where your heart lies..................................................

Seriously?

No phone yet. I wonder if my brother understands that it's only going to cost him more each day that we waits to turn our phones back on. Im going insane, I will see roommate add on craigslist and be like, "Oh dang, this one seems great......crap, they want me to call them". I cant call them from another phone and tell them that my phone is disconnected right now, it does not look to good on my end. Oh well, what can i do besides tell my brother he needs to be more wise about spending that money.

Anyway, Josh and Jess are taking off on the Great Nebraska Excursion. They are driving there in a few minutes actually to vist the family. I wish that i would be able to go with them. It would be great. My quest will come eventually, and a lot sooner than i think too. Im already done with my first term at school. 16 more weeks and im off to do my externship. I still want to do it in kearney, but there are so many other opportunities in this country to do it. AHHHHHHHHH......I got side tracked, but yeah, i get to go home for a bit after 16 weeks.

And now on to my new friend Saska. She kicks butt. She moved up here from Clifornia about three weeks ago. She looking for houses and im joining in on that shit. About time i can meet people and not have to worry about somone telling me that im an asshole for hanging out with other girls. Gotta love post high-school immaturity.