nevermind,

i need to get on here a lot more often....later today for sure though

been a long time

so expect something awesome very soon

back to my feet

so, i just moved back to the land of conservative, consumer based, red-neck land.
had to do it, i have to get back on my feet if i want to live in Oregon permanently.

i have had a lot of hardship in the last 2 months...everything from a life changing relationship/breakup all the way to living on the streets and even riding in a car with some hicks and a schizophrenic guy.

im working at applebees again and living with the guys at the old house on 22nd and 12th. Colton is coming back in a few days and we may get a place together with Chels....maybe a dog too.

ill keep this up to date more often now. to let everyone out there know how im doing. peace all and God Bless!

The Message

Guess what y'all?
I found God
yep...and im flaunting it proudly!

when will you...

...learn what you want
...figure out that i care for you deeply
...notice that we all want you to make better choices than the ones you are now
...get ideas across without sounding condescending
...settle down a bit and not take your social life as such a priority
...start to look after yourself
...know whats best for yourself
...listen to what i am trying to say to you
...look around and see who really matters in your life
...figure out that I'm here to help you make better decisions

you....yeah, the one over there thinking you are top shit just cuz your friend worships your every being. FUCK YOU MAN. Seriously, grow up and learn that you are not everything in this world, need i remind you that there are over six billion, plus, others of us here! Really man, you piss me off more than anyone i have ever met. Yes you are "my friend" but living with you is the hardest thing i have ever had to force myself to do. I just don't see how you think you are better than anyone else when saying so just makes you look like a fool over and over again. Every point you try to make is never backed by anything more than you'r selfishly, self rightous opinion. "Everyone bow down, the prince of all Earth is in your presence." Fucking gag me.

5 more weeks

Mustard Water from Dan Meth on Vimeo.

ummmmm
i might be moving back to good ol nebraska in 8 weeks for 8-10 weeks

most of the time it feels like im that piece of toast that you put in the toaster
before you were gonna go somewhere,
i didnt pop soon enough and you forgot me
then you came back and still forgot i was there.
Occasionally you walk by and notice me,
i am still here, just as you left me,
high and dry with no sign of you enjoying my presence anytime soon.
Most likely i will just become part of that compost pile out back
the one you also seem to negelct