its been a few

days since i posted
weeks since i have gotten any action
hours since i have smoked
hours since i have eaten
years since i have loved
months since i have cried
days since i have gotten drunk
weeks since i have gone to the bar
months since i have made any reasonable amount of money
months since i have my own bed or privacy for that matter
.............wow, lame

what makes me feel.......

sometimes it's really hard to tell where your heart lies..................................................

Seriously?

No phone yet. I wonder if my brother understands that it's only going to cost him more each day that we waits to turn our phones back on. Im going insane, I will see roommate add on craigslist and be like, "Oh dang, this one seems great......crap, they want me to call them". I cant call them from another phone and tell them that my phone is disconnected right now, it does not look to good on my end. Oh well, what can i do besides tell my brother he needs to be more wise about spending that money.

Anyway, Josh and Jess are taking off on the Great Nebraska Excursion. They are driving there in a few minutes actually to vist the family. I wish that i would be able to go with them. It would be great. My quest will come eventually, and a lot sooner than i think too. Im already done with my first term at school. 16 more weeks and im off to do my externship. I still want to do it in kearney, but there are so many other opportunities in this country to do it. AHHHHHHHHH......I got side tracked, but yeah, i get to go home for a bit after 16 weeks.

And now on to my new friend Saska. She kicks butt. She moved up here from Clifornia about three weeks ago. She looking for houses and im joining in on that shit. About time i can meet people and not have to worry about somone telling me that im an asshole for hanging out with other girls. Gotta love post high-school immaturity.

Hello all!

        Its good to have graduated from the world of Myspace blogging.  Granted that no one ever read mine or gave significant input on my thoughts and rants, I enjoy it.  I hope that by using this blog, i will better my own communication skills.  

Im kind of scatter brained right now, i got a lot on the mind.  Top on that list of things is how much it suck that I have become dependent on my cell phone for everything.  It has just been suspended from service because of a billing issue my brother encountered while doing "war games" in the army.  Oh well, hopefully this will teach me to become less dependent on such luxuries.

School is going well.  I am kind of nervous for this second term though, that's because I know I didn't apply myself the way I should have.  In the midst of continuing to find a better paying job, a place to call home, and maintaining a low level social life, i have put school on the back burner.  Being single again has helped a lot though.  Less stressing about not spending enough time together and all of that.  Although, it would be nice to have a significant other again, one that lives closer and don't have to try and "schedule" into my life.  She should just fall into that little puzzle piece without any complications or force.

Well, so far I'm diggin' this whole blog thing.  Lets see how well i can keep it up and how regular I update it.  It is time for my day to begin.  Off to caffeine dreams and dog walking.  Take care.